Your gay friend wore you down. He kept telling you how amazing it feels to get rimmed. That there’s nothing else like it. No woman had ever put her face anywhere near your asshole, so you were hesitant. But interested. You said yes. And your friend was right. Deep down, you knew the real reason you’d denied him so long is cause you feared the dam it would break. As he licked you down, your walls broke away, and you knew this was just the beginning. It wasn’t the rimming; it was the male intimacy that was causing your head to spin. That was the thing missing from your life.

Don’t ask about it and don’t tell about it here.